Um hello nice to meet u I’m ninako, it’s my Nickname. As u see it’s not even my real name and I won’t expose my real name here.
So I’m a turning 21 year old young lady who born on 3rd December 1993 (2014). Live with her parents .
I have and interesting hobby here… erm as u know I’m a cosplayer. Well to be Frank I’m not that active in cosplay. But u can say I’m also an otaku but not an otaku freak. Just a normal life with manga,anime and cosplay thats all.
A job eh? I’m a graduate high school and also an ex college student who doesn’t finish her study ( it was on hold actually and change course) currently working n study some of all about fashion design and I have a studio it called violet and Daisy atelier. Currently under renovation and gonna move all stuff from home to my studio. Maybe one day I be a fashion design and most inspired me the most is the famous TEX SAVERIO who design a hunger game “katniss wedding dress” I love every piece of his art work gorgeous.
I’m a lonely person so this dairy everyday of my life only where I can express everything without people looking into my face or worried about me because no one care not even a friend n I don’t show to my family members either. I always keep everything to my self. A cherries lovely person who always laugh in her heart content is actually a very lonely pathetic person. In a past I make lots of mistake a dark past that hunt my life that I will never forget even if I die. My childhood life I always been bully so since ever then it’s hard for me to get a friend nor to trust even tho my family don’t trust even if had a friends it just my Shadow of my life to experience a good time how to feel of having a friends and met lots of different person even being betray.
At the age of turning 18 for the first time in my life I fall for someone who I hate the most my senior college who able to change my thought ways of hating boys. A first love that I treasure the most in my whole life even it never last long being betray by the person you love the most and hope to the end u never forget what’s about to be with him. Putting a curse on him was the worst experience He ever had for the sake of getting an answer from his own mouth. He never know I putting a curse on him where He bear for 3 years till the curse break it’s limits where He come back to me. In the end it’s not happening this time I regret on making him disappointed to the point He reject me. A person that I love is battle to life and death the only person I love till now that I’m unable to open my heart to anybody. I wish there’s a person who can change me again.
Sincere.
NINAKO KINOSHITA
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