A date with an old crush

Ah I totally forgot to update on Sunday July 20 . So here the story begins

Early in the morning my mom and my brothers are going to "SOGO KL" to buy some stuff and I tagged a long before I head to picking to my Co worker partner house to pic up our customer dress.

By 2 promise my friend from shah Alan to meet him but then He cancel because He need to go somewhere imprtant n I said I don't have anybody to accompany me for dinner as He said " how about u ask ash to tagged a long since He always complain that He always had dinner alone. So I was said " ahh? ~~ that's a good idea.

Few minute I text ash "my old crush" where He is and  He said He will be at work by 4  meanwhile I was at my friend house to pick up stuff. So I was continue to talk to him n ask if He going to have dinner all alone? N yeah He is.  N while was searching for parking I was plan on making surprised on him n He was like eh?? ! " OMG sunao u are here haha so thts mean u want to had dinner with me? As I answer him yeah o heard Zack told me about u always complaint III had dinner alone everyday so I was planning to have a special dinner with you here.

So while waiting for him to had a dinner break we had a long talk it's been a year since I last meeting him.  We had a great dinner.

Before I go back there's a questions I ask

Do u know when the first time I confess to u n u reject me and the next day u lost memory? It really a big hit on me I was sad all day and after that u recover day by day n when the right time I confess to u again even tho I know u had a gf even before the first time I confess to u. Btw why u reject me as I mean is not because of your gf I don't get jealous but shes lucky to have u.

So here the answer three He gave me " I NEVER REJECT YOU. U were a nice girl n u know I have a gf that time n now u know I'm single n I know u were shock bcouse she had a family problem tht we dont be together. 

N that particular time I'm happy for his answers n feel sorry for akira "his girlfriend" so that's mean I have a chance on making u my bf?  Hahaha

Then He just laugh to see that I was happy but He didn't answer me yet so I decided on giving him more time.

I like u ash thanks for your answer and I be waiting for you.

Sincere
your beloved sunao.

My profile

Um hello nice to meet u I’m ninako, it’s my Nickname. As u see it’s not even my real name and I won’t expose my real name here.

So I’m a turning 21 year old young lady who born on 3rd December 1993 (2014). Live with her parents .

I have and interesting hobby here… erm as u know I’m a cosplayer. Well to be Frank I’m not that active in cosplay. But u can say I’m also an otaku but not an otaku freak. Just a normal life with manga,anime and cosplay thats all.

A job eh?  I’m a graduate high school and also an ex college student who doesn’t finish her study ( it was on hold actually and change course) currently working n study some of all about fashion design and I have a studio it called violet and Daisy atelier. Currently under renovation and gonna move all stuff from home to my studio. Maybe one day I be a fashion design and most inspired me the most is the famous TEX SAVERIO who design a hunger game “katniss wedding dress” I love every piece of his art work gorgeous.

I’m a lonely person so this dairy everyday of my life only where I can express everything without people looking into my face or worried about me because no one care not even a friend n I don’t show to my family members either. I always keep everything to my self. A cherries lovely person who always laugh in her heart content is actually a very lonely pathetic person. In a past I make lots of mistake a dark past that hunt my life that I will never forget even if I die. My childhood life I always been bully so since ever then it’s hard for me to get a friend nor to trust even tho my family don’t trust even if had a friends it just my Shadow of my life to experience a good time how to feel of having a friends and met lots of different person even being betray.

At the age of turning 18 for the first time in my life I fall for someone who I hate the most my senior college who able to  change my thought ways of hating boys. A first love that I treasure the most in my whole life even it never last long being betray by the person you love the most and hope to the end u never forget what’s about to be with him. Putting a curse on him was the worst experience He ever had for the sake of getting an answer from his own mouth. He never know I putting a curse on him where He bear for 3 years till the curse break it’s limits where He come back to me. In the end it’s not happening this time I regret on making him disappointed to the point He reject me. A person that I love is battle to life and death the only person I love till now that I’m unable to open my heart to anybody. I wish there’s a person who can change me again.

Sincere.
NINAKO KINOSHITA